Musings

So wow. The difference between soul and spirit and flesh is amazing. I feel like, when I woke up this morning I was fully in the spirit, in the Spirit, sharing God's views on dream world, how everything is free and flowing and unhindered creatively.  I was loving it, being in His arms and sharing His thoughts. But then as my body woke up, by flesh and soul, my body went through changes like having all three in it at once; body, soul and spirit. I don't think the other two were removed before, only resting. But I don't know, I kind of like the soul and body asleep! No worries, no cares, no religion, no order of doing things, just freeeeeeeedom. It was so freedom-like and amazing. I am blessed to know such an amazing God who can bring me to the place dividing flesh and spirit and allow me to run free. I am loved, picked up and thrown around by a God, a Daddy who loves me, loves to play with me! In this dream world of fun and games. It's like He's making up for all those lost years of my childhood, when my Daddy didn't toss me around and play. When I didn't know God well enough to believe He was my Daddy. I am free. The Lord is taking certain measures, certain precautions to believe so, to make it free. He is taking more patience for me than I am. When I woke up in the spirit I didn't want the rest of me to wake up. But God had bigger plans that included me waking up and healing, body and soul. I wonder if I have any spirit wounds. It doesn't seem so but, how am I supposed to know? I think I'm good :) But anyway, to close, I just want to say keep your minds and hearts open, to see God show you something radically different than what you were seeing before. He will show you something amazing, believe me! :)

Freedom Post

Wow. Sounds like a newspaper. From freedom to grace, from sanity to freedom, we give our lives to the Lord. From freedom to grace, from sanity to freedom, we turn our eyes forward, to the prize, to the great and lasting presence of Your Holy Name. Freedom. Freedom Lord Jesus, as You fall from on high to hear our every plea, our every cry. Freedom, oh Lord, as You freely fly from us to You. Freedom Lord, as You fall down from above. Freedom Lord. Freedom Lord, for Your Love. Freedom Lord, for Your grace. Freedom Lord, for Your running embrace. FREEDOM!!!!!!FREEDOM!!!!!!!FREEDOM!!!!!!!!! More Lord. Freedom Lord. Freedem Lord. Free dem Lord. Free 'em Lord. Free them :) More. Free. More.

Freedom people!!

Wow people are amazing. It's incredible just how strong their emotions are, and how vulnerable they can be.
My friend, it's ok to be who you are!
God loves you that way, and I love you too.
My friend, lets always be good friends.
Let's always have our times together, our loves together.
Lets always go shopping, or trailing the beach on a hot day.
Lets always go riding, freedom banners flying out behind.
Let's always be free, free to let the wind take us and be our guide.
Free to be free. Free to be free.

My Love

Love. Simply love as it falls down from above.
Love, simply love as it cascades down and brings bliss from the abyss.
From love it comes, flowers and pussy willows and horses and the loveliest things you ever saw. Breathing, blessing, friendship, sweet dreamless sleep, hallelujah choruses as they rise up and down like waves on the sea.
Blessed, blessed love as it falls, full, deep, in, and out.
Blessed love as it falls, creeps, stirs, winds, presents Itself to you like a thief in the night.
When, when, when???!!!! it cries as it waits. And blesses. And refreshes.
My friend, when will you accept?
When will you accept?
My friend, when will you welcome with open arms my Love, in it's freshest state, in its freedom,  in its knowledge of you.
For I love you, says the Lord, and I will never let you go. Never, never, never, will I let you go for you are Mine. And I am yours :)

Peace :)

I am going to have a little chat with my brain. Thought you might want to listen in ;)
Brain: I thought you wanted to do this! Why are you letting other people change what you want to do?
Me: Who cares?
Brain: Your personality and your self is being crushed by someone with a bigger will than yours. Do you really want to let that happen?
Me: Hey listen, I am who I am regardless of what I do. I choose to do what I like. If thats the same as someone else, it's ok. If it's not, thats ok too!
Brain: But what about your individuality?
Me: I'm still an individual. I still choose what I like and dislike. I'm still me :) It just means I will be able to agree and disagree with people as I choose. It also means I can change my mind. The only thing I have to be careful of is disagreeing when I disagree. To be true to myself. But otherwise I'm good :)
Brain: ::smoke::
Me: :)

So I'm loved. No matter what I do, no matter who agrees with me or who I disagree with. I'm loved.

Out with the old...

Hello my fellow bloggers and followers, how are you today?? I am doing well, thank you, though my legs and rear are complaining loudly about the two hours of basketball I just put them through lol. Well, no pain no gain! Anyways, I think God has me in this place right now where, He hasn't left. Not in the slightest. The Lord says "I will never leave or forsake you," and "Behold, I am with you always, even to the end of the age." So He hasn't left. But it feels like He took off my training wheels. Let me explain. Pretend you're in your first day of a new job. If its a good workplace, someone will take you through it step by step, and shadow you for at least the rest of the week, so you get comfortable in your own skin doing your job. Thats where I was. Now it feels like that second week on the job, where you're on your own and it's all up to you. See, my heavenly Dad has taken me through the ropes. He's healed me, directed me, taught, comforted, and blessed me immensely, overwhelmingly even. And now He's asking me to step out. To be me. And be comfortable with that, without Him holding my hand 24/7. This doesn't mean He's backed away completely, or that He doesn't comfort me. He does all those things. But He's being a good parent. He's allowing me to spread my own wings, to live life, to gain confidence in myself as I lean on Him. He's not asking me to stay at home you know? He's encouraging me, telling me, to go out and live my own life. I know whats up. I know who I am, I know who He is, and I know what Love is. And I know what to do with all those things. :) Life is good! Scary, but good :)

Ahhh...

I have not blogged in a while. A lot has happened. I love Love. God is good! Amen. lol